So alone deep inside in my desperate heart
Where's my faith where's my love it seems torn apart
Catch for sleep catch for dreams which will show the way
To my love to my faith to the better days
A useless prayer a breeze of fear
It is rising hate adversity
I'm dreaming i'm lying
I'm hunting i'm hiding
So restless deep inside
Caught in the shadows of life
I'm running i'm falling
I'm bleeding i'm calling
So full of shit inside
Caught in the shadows of life
Like a flame so weak against the storm
Locked away in darkness without any hope
The realm of shadows kisses me goodnight
Sweet dreams the hell is open wide
I'm so scared to lose my self-control
I'm so scared to lose myself and fall